It supposed to be happy…..spending time with family….or people you deeply care about…..but…..I spent mine with a majority of family I honestly can’t stand and do not like. My last 2 thanksgivings have not been fun or good but rather more stressful on reminding me I have a lot of family I’m not particularly happy to call family….The years before when it was just me and my mom, going to dinner together and spending time together….were so much better. yeah my mom annoys me, there are things that bother me about her….but she’s my mom and is one person i have in my family that shows she really cares. I really dislike my father…..and it is just starting to stress me out having to have contact with him and try to keep him in my life. The only reason being college…..I can’t wait till I can just not. I know its awful….but I don’t feel any sort of love for him at all. Thanksgiving and valentines day always seem to be the worst holidays for me…..